this has been a really long week. i started back to work yesterday part time scanning documents. it does not sound hard but it wipes me out after a couple of hours. i decided that i needed to do something to help the time go by faster and earn a little extra cash. I emailed my former boss and asked if they would hire me temporarily through the holidays or until the baby comes and he said yes. it is weird to be back but i really enjoy the people so it will be ok.
Our son is growing big and is moving all the time. right know the doctor said he is or should be exactly 3 pounds and 17 in long. that is almost more than Kaison weighed at 32wees and i am only 29 weeks. so hopefully that means good things are going to happen.
Thanksgiving is coming and that means lots of food. i am so excited to eat and eat. hope everyones Holidays are great.

It has been a really rough week. As i told you we had a Foster placement of three kids. It turns out that Tony and I are not quite ready to be instant parents of three children. The stress and frustration was causing us to drift apart and my health to be affected. I could feel my blood pressure rising every second. They are good kids but they needed someone who could help them in ways that Tony and I could not. They were placed with the Family that they were originally placed with before they went to their Grandparents. I was a little sad to see them go but i was also relieved. Tony and I have decided that we are going to bring our son safely into this world before we begin this Foster Care process again. If and when we choose to do this again we will only have one at a time and we will start with a younger age. For now we are going to focus on the health of our son who will be joining us, hopefully by the end of Jan, 2009. So far he is growing big and healthy everyday. It is possible that he may have the same genetic condition that our son Kaison had but so far the doctors do not think that it is as severe. All we can do is Hope and Pray that all will be well and keep moving forward.

Life has been a little crazy and I am losing my mind. We just got a Foster Placement and the kids are great but they wear me out. There are 3 of them ages 6,5,and 3. They are all so full of life and they keep me on my toes. I don't think that i have ever been so tired. Being pregnant and having three other children all of a sudden is not easy. ( but it is fun)
I went to the doctor and he informed me that the baby is almost 3 pounds. He grew almost 1 1/2 pounds in a week. he also said that the problem in his head shows no progression and that it looks alot better than Kaisons. All we can do is hope and pray that everyhting will be ok and that Heavenly Father will let him stay and be healthy.
Hopefully i will get to write again soon but we will see how my life goes.